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Name: Alvin
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Monday, August 30, 2004

Physics prac! Goddamnit who in the right mind would think of such experiment; Oscillating a rubber tube between 2 retort stands.. cool idea, yeah it sounds cool, try doing the stupid experiment.. Guess I will fail it.. haiz..

Went pizza hut... wasn' t really that full after all.. and I've seen how my classmates struggled getting the food down their throats... haha...

I am gonna get it from my mum... firstly I've got a new hp without her permission, and my sms had exceeded the limit... 1600! Argh.. gonna die man...

Came back from school, tried to study but of no productivity... siao liao... sent a friend of mine home, usual routine.. zzz

Got a terrible headache, but just can't get to sleep... zzz hope I get well soon....

Trying to ask myself this question: Am I really thinking too much? Why do I think so much? Alot of things have happened and alot of problems have been solved, but still it's like that... haiz...

"Still so crazy over you... believe it..."

Rambled by kaSh at 10:20 pm


Sunday, August 29, 2004

Cool. woke up at 12, went to KFC to eat with mw and tc... then walked around... wanted to chiong the swensen's ice cream but too bad there isn't any left anymore... that's sad.. so went to retrieve mw's hp... Watched Tom and Jerry... Classic cartoon, still as funny as ever..

Came home, slacked... didn't go jamming... cancelled... haiz.... slept for a while... woke up and went to my grandma's house to eat and pray....

Nothing much really during the weekends, it's a boring weekend for me....

"how much have I missed you.."

Rambled by kaSh at 9:47 pm


Saturday, August 28, 2004

I always think of the worst but never prepared for it. One of my greatest flaws..
Almost everyone tells me this is my crucial year, not to get involved with all the shiet which will distract me from my studies. Yes I agree. But I just can't sit down and study.. alot of things wander around my mind.

Friends. Up till now I still don't know who the hell should I trust. Goddamnit. Why does it have to be this way?

Goddamnit why I am always complaining on I should be studying online here and whining about everything that has happened to me in this world?


Holy shiet... I did NOTHING today, except did some potentiometer questions which I apparently suck at it.. I love Physics but that should not be the way.. Goddamnit.. and my praticals are coming soon. Guess what, I ain't sure about the format and such.

I need some advices.. post into my comments link. How am I suppose to forget about my problems and to sit down and really study with my heart out? Goddamnit I left less than 10 weeks to the big shiet and I am still here worrying about what is life for me tomorrow and such and when am I gonna friggin die. Someone please help me.

I NEED MOTIVATION!! ALOT ALOT ALOT!! PLEASE GIVE OR SELL THEM TO ME! ARGH!

"No news is good news. So don't whine over no news because you'll get screwed if you know the bad news."

Rambled by kaSh at 1:32 pm


Photo taking. urgh. Trying to create a MTV style whereby you look at the sky and not facing the camera acting cool.... well was trying to get the whole class to engage in that style but fail anyways... 1, 2, 3 and done.

Physics? nothing interesting. Same old electricity theories which has not been altered ever since the reign of Maxwell. Break till 12. Slacked in the library. I am a great slacker. I am gonna burn myself. Chem was fun, talked rubbish all the way... cool...

Went to the hospital. Great news. Nothing serious in my lungs, well perhaps due to the sinus that I had over the years, which infected it.. felt pain occasionally though, oh well, it isn't terminal, it isn't death- threatening so thank god. So you guys can leave your last words for the latter. For those who wish for me to die, too bad. I am still alive and kicking and I am gonna be a pain in the ass for you.

Went jamming! Best part of my day. Played alot of songs. I love the drums although I suck at it. Who cares. I just wanna have fun.. My contacts dropped.. Goddamnit need to buy another new pair zzz.. rushed home with one eye naked..

Went supper with my old gang of mine... those great pals I have... caught up with some of them, updated ourselves with one another's happening... oh great... zzz

3 things I wanna say before I go:

  1. I don't take "leftovers". I know I am a spoiled brat. Bite me if you want. Screw you.
  2. I care. I just wanna tell you again, I friggin care.
  3. Goddamnit. Why must I repeat myself. I care. goddamnit.

"Sometimes even the simplest word spelt hard takes the strongest courage to say... to say I am sorry..."


Rambled by kaSh at 12:35 am


Thursday, August 26, 2004

Woke up at 945, without the help of others. Shiet I was late for breakfast with Jon, Belle and Sophia. LoL went mac to eat. Goddamnit Jon subscribed my ezlink and got a free big breakfast... zzz..

Went only for practical. eh nothing much happened. Then after that was math. It sucks. As usual. Think I've irritated her again. Eh... zzz.

Stayed to accompany the mei of mine. She looks very fierce. I am scared. Nevermind it's ok... zzz

Walked around in the library for a while, realised that I don't have any places to sit. Oh well. Came home...

I am going to the hospital tomorrow. I hope it's nothing serious. And going jamming after that! woot. Yeah... if it's anything serious, I do have last words to say... goddamnit why am I thinking of all these shiet...

"I just wanna get back myself and the times that we had when we first met... haiz.."

Rambled by kaSh at 10:43 pm


Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Ok played badminton. Broke the god damn racket into 2. My palm was slippery. Goddamnit I have to pay 70 bucks to my friend.

Tomorrow's aces. I am not going to school early. Screw the photo taking. I am NOT sacrificing my sleep for that. Screw it.

Something to share. My character. I am stubborn, hot tempered and love to scold vulgarities. I am impatient. I do things on impulse. I do not think before I do.

But things are changing gradually. I think before I do, before I say. Didn't really offend many people as of the past. I learn how to wait for things. Very good. I am still stubborn. I learn how to control my temper and won't get angry over small things.

Another thing. There are only 2 things which can wake me up from my sleep. My mother tickling my soles or someone calls my house phone or hp. Nothing else. HP alarm? No. House alarm? buy 10? No use. I need someone to talk me awake.

Different people respond to different thingy differently. That's me. You can never find another me in this world, never. That's why I am named Alvin. Everyone knows Alvin is an asshole.

Another thing. Prom table arrangements. Goddamnit why must it be so tedious and troublesome. Screw it. I am not sitting with her on the same table or any 2 tables from my table. I would rather buy 1 whole table for my own and my date. I don't care. That's me. I am frigging stubborn. h4w h4w h4w.

Cool, I should be studying. Not blogging here.

"Just another chance..."

Rambled by kaSh at 8:26 pm


Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Cool, been very long since I've done my work in class. Physics... zzz and yeah, I did some chem during break time... guess I'm coming back.. oh yeah, I was feeling very very very tired...

The Principal gave a speech this afternoon, well sorta motivate us in that sense, at the same time flashing our common test results, realising that we sucked.. 23% of the cohort met the criteria only.. and 40.1% passed GP.. haiz...

Oh, and my CT told us that our class is ranked no.1 in the whole cohort.. wonder if it's real.. and I've got rank 60 in the cohort... eh not bad after all eh? *winks*

That's the past. You get 6 points for your O lvls. You get 6As for your Promos, your CTs. You get hell lotsa distinctions last time. That's the friggin past. They aren't important after all. Wake up, get your ass up and start to study now.

Holy shiet, Prom money! Argh! I dont have enough money to survive for the week someone please help me!

I guess I have to really start studying and stop playing with this stupid blog now. I mean it isn't stupid, Guess I have at least some people to read. People like Felicia, Shu Ting.. and guess there are others who don't post on tag boards... oh well... Thanks for reading my life even though it's a little dull..

"I hear, I forget. I see, I learn. I do, I remember" eh something like that lah... that's one of the quotes the Principal flashed... goddamnit must I really do?

and yeah, read something written from Jonathan, cool poem you have theret (if you read this). haha..

STUDYING IS FUN. TELL THAT TO YOURSELF!

"Day and night I pray just for you to be happy, to be safe, and to be like what you are to be...."

Rambled by kaSh at 7:01 pm


Why must I get up at 1am in the morning of Tues, realising that I couldn't sleep, and feel so down? I thought I am beginning to get back the old self of mine.. haiz..

Rambled by kaSh at 1:22 am


Monday, August 23, 2004

Got back my math test.. got 39/55... goddamnit I suck at math. Damn you all math teachers. Stayed back to study, realised I was just wasting my time in the library... Oh no, I need to find 55 bucks by tomorrow... needed for prom... argh. Oh well, don't mind the money but I am broke now, how am I suppose to find them??

Told my friend a couple of things, caused her to missed the first bus... if you are reading (you know who you are) I am sorry for that... here goes..

"I once had a terrible experience during pri sch days, So I told myself that I would change my ways when I enter sec sch.. Indeed I changed. I became more sociable, until at a point of time I have too many friends, groups of friends, and when there were 2 or more of them asked me out at the same time, I tried to compromise both of them...

As a result, I gave my trust to alot of people out there. By far the most trusted person in my life are my 4 buddies.

When I entered to this JC, I'd found out that things weren't that perfect as they were in sec sch. People began to backstab you, people began to talk about you, people bagan to do all sorts of things behind you, without you knowing. I'd been somehow or rather, betrayed....

What happens if this thing happens to me again?? Haiz..."

I have a habit of reading and observing people, and deduce what their characters from what they usually do. Sometimes I suck at intepreting, however I am trying hard. Is that under the brach of psychology?

"I miss you. I will be here waiting for you. You know that. I am trying my best, please give me the chance to..."

Rambled by kaSh at 9:25 pm


Sunday, August 22, 2004

Ok let's get straight to the facts. Prelims is coming. A levels is coming. I have already paid the money, and guess what, I AM SO NOT STUDYING! Oh wait, I have done some fluids today. Archimedes Principle, Bernoulli Effect, Principle of Floatation, etc etc etc. They are driving me crazy!

I love science, inevitably, math too. In fact, there is something really wrong with me. Why am I not studying when I like these subjects??

Felt a little down just now, but called up my friend and talked to her... well she did not want me to list down her name so I choose to honour her privacy... oh well.. something's really wrong with the college, just can't figure out what's wrong with it...

Just found out that there are many of my friends who blogs, have added them into my friends' link. Belle and June Yong are my classmates FYI.

Possessiveness is bad. That's what I always tell myself, but nonetheless, I still have that emotion, that action. Haiz... sometimes I really wonder, are my friends, really friends of mine? I have begin to feel something that is backstabbing me, Perhaps retribution? Impossible. I had mine already.

I always tell myself, the world is good, but no, it isn't, it wasn't and it will not be. Secrets formed shall not be let out to even to your closest, for you may not even expect the worst.. I will try to not trust anyone so easily anymore.. and to the people who trust me, dont worry, I will not betray you...

"Just wanna hold you close to me and never wanna let you go, and to whisper into your ears so softly, telling you how much you are to me... when I open my eyes, it is all but reality..."

Rambled by kaSh at 11:58 pm


Cycled to Pasir Ris Park. My chain came out halfway.. goddamnit stained my hands... oh well that's what a cyclist will always experience it (or perhaps it's only me...).

Just realised from Lay Hong that we have 22 days and counting towards our Judgement Day: The Preliminary Examinations!! Holy shiet, and I have not started studying and instead fooling around with this blog! What am I suppose to do arghhhhh....

Here's a typing test for you guys to have fun with. Your speed was 65 WPM with 2 mistakes (adjusted speed 63 WPM)..

Do you guys regretted something that you have done, or do you regretted something that you have not done? Which one is a better choice if you are left with only these 2 choices? Life is all about risks and challenges. The world isn't perfect, and the law of conservation applies: You get some, you lose some.

"Do something that you may regret, rather than regretting something you have not done. I have not regretted, because I've known you..."



Rambled by kaSh at 2:06 am


Saturday, August 21, 2004

Argh I tried to give my blog a new look and obviously it failed. Goddamnit...

Alright think this should be a new look... just a temporary one.. tried to create my own template but failed... really tedious and time consuming.. and I am too lazy to do it.. Please bear with me...

Don't really have the time to update this (as usual). Downloaded Yi Tian Tu Long Ji's series and currently am enjoying the show... Cool, this means I do not have to study again!

Went to school in the afternoon for the past few days.. due to watching some midnight shows on my com... haha... Hmm... had this friend who told me she hated me... and told me umpteen times.. Don't really know what to do... Heard your problems though, hope things will turn out fine..

Prelims time table is out, and yesterday was my last chem practical of the year. Really enjoyed chem pracs... exchanging rubbish with the teachers, playing with chemicals, copying one another's reports and the best of all, I've got wonderful things from where I am during lessons.


Spent the whole day today watching the series.. Realised that I have no life.. watch and watch and watch... haha... zzz... what to do... you expect me to study? Oh we... I know it's time to study, just don't really have the mood and motivation... can somebody help me please????


Come to think of it, I am looking forward for a couple of things.. allow me to list them down before I forget:

  • Every weekends (so that I can slack)
  • Going down to Mediacorp (support my friend in some proj!)
  • Prelims (zzz)
  • A lvls (zzzzzzzzzz)
  • NS (I wanna chiong and kill dont stop me!)
  • Prom

"The hardest way to love someone is to let her go... so please, go away.. and come back to me someday, you know I will be waiting here, not walking off until I've seen you back here..."


Rambled by kaSh at 4:26 pm


Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Been really busy lately... or lazy... oh well.. so didn't really update this... well quite a few events happened... so I'll just summarize them..

Watched Twin Effects II. Funny, but stupid. Oh well.. wanted to catch the last fireworks but then again I am too lazy to do it... Ok let's forget about all that... life goes on...

Oh just realised something... I had this X-ray earlier on (my lungs) and it showed some white spots on my lungs.. OMG... the doc said it maybe not be serious, but he couldn't tell much outta that thing... Had a pain during the night when I was sleeping on Mon.. zzz

School's normal. Nothing's much. Had badminton. Luckily we won. Got 3rd. Better than nothing.

Eh.. think that's all for my pathetic life... oh yeah I tried playing tennis on monday.. didn't really work out though, suck at it.

Oh well, something really bothers me. I can't get to study. Only a few know the answer... haiz... I really hope to get back what we used to be, hope to get back myself again... please help me...

"Seldom have I seen you so cheerful, so happy on that afternoon. Your smile and laughter brighten up my life.. really glad to see you like this. All I want you to be is happy, not to worry about all the problems... I hope things go well.. I don't wanna fight anymore..."



Rambled by kaSh at 8:42 pm


Saturday, August 14, 2004

Realised that I didn't have that much of a time to maintain this... oh well.. Same thing happened for the past few days... just had a "fight" with a friend.. very nice friend of mine... well we always fight, but I think this is by far the most serious one though..

Oh and badminton. Screw it. Everyone's gonna blame everything on me. Lose? My fault. I put one of my friends into play and he told he he didnt know how to play? My fault. Net not kept? My fault. Yeah. Everything's my fault. Please FUCKING THINK BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING NEXT TIME.

Fight? With someone so dear to me... so afraid of losing her... well haiz... don't really wish to describe what happened but, I really hope we don't have to go through this everytime we solved something which was created the last time. I always blamed on you and you on me. Seriously I don't want this to happen. I know I was a little harsh at times, I know sometimes I want it my way, but afterall you are still so dear to me... I don't want to hurt you. I am really sorry for the troubles I have caused.... but now, I really don't know what to do.. Just hope that time heals.. Just wanna say I am sorry from the bottom of my heart, sorry for the shiet I have placed in you... haiz...

"You are so very important to me, for I do not want to lose you just like that. I am really sorry for what I have put you through, I just hope for your forgiveness. I am sorry.."

Rambled by kaSh at 12:10 am


Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Went to watch The Notebook with a friend... quite sweet though.. ended up didnt study again. goddamnit... I am gonna repeat my A lvls next year..

Nothing much though, waited for a SMS since last night... it didn't come... never it will come. Haiz...

"I care, that's why I question, I wait. Sometimes small actions maybe bring about big thoughts. You may not know, every little thing I do, I do for you"


Rambled by kaSh at 11:23 pm


Monday, August 09, 2004

Was waiting for the time to set out, can't really wait for the fireworks... well when it strucks 4.45, we set off to swensens... wanted to eat the $1.40 ice cream but it was too crowded at that time... so we waited for the rest to come.

Set off, went to simei, then east coast, then kallang... long journey with a lot of people... reached the field opposite to that of the indoor stadium, settled down there and waited for the firworks..

As usual, it was beyond the description of words. Can't decribe it. Too bad I sat there alone to watch it.. haiz...

"Was thinking of you all the time, why aren't you here with me to enjoy this special moment? You know you are the only one..."


Rambled by kaSh at 11:20 pm


Nothing much though.. woke up, played some drums at my uncle's house... came back and went back to sleep again.. went dinner with my family.. then had a last minute cycling trip to the esplanade.. went to watch the fireworks, it was so damn beautiful.. no words could describe it... really really really very beautiful.. even such a sadist and asshole person like me would find it so beautiful, why not you?

"How I wish you were by my side enjoying the explosion of the stars above, which scatters uniformly into different colours of light rays flashing through the dark sky, the sounds which produced trembled our hearts, scarring something in there which we do not want to forget.... it is al but only a dream to me... how I wish you were there with me..."


Rambled by kaSh at 12:30 am


Sunday, August 08, 2004

I love my new bike! Covered almost 45km on it's maiden voyage. Went night cycling with Toh Chen, Miao Wen, Cheng Xiang, Shu Qi and Kenny. Well we started off at Tampines (duh) then travelled to East Coast Park, then all the way to Changi Cargo Complex (C3), Changi Village then back home... adventurous ride indeed.

Tiring though, my ass hurts, but it didn't hurt as much as the old seat... and this bike's smoother, used less energy than the previous one to achieve the same speed...

Oh I estimated my speed was 25-30km/h when I was at C3. That was the most tiring part for me, sometimes I felt like giving up... cool I didnt! Well I guess my endurance level has gone up a little, don't really give up easily then what was used to be.

"Sometimes I really feel like giving up. However the thought of you drives me forward. To tell myself not to give up and perservre, the road down may really be long, but as long as I peddle forward non-stop, I will reach the end, because it's all worth it, just for you.."

Rambled by kaSh at 2:36 am


Saturday, August 07, 2004

Went out to have lunch with Shu Ting. Ate Aijisen... Tomyam Ramen. Goddamnit it was spicy. Ok I can't take too spicy food. Laugh at me. But I am trying!! Met Terrence and Josie and crapped a little.. went to re-string my racket with a whopping amount of $37.50..

Oh, I didn't even have the time to switch on my monitor once I reached home. Changed and went for a game of basketball immediately after that. Well I had fun with a couple of friends... need me to name them out? Don't mind, you just have to read more since this webby gives you unlimited number of words to type. Miao wen, Toh Chen, Cheng Xiang, Shu Qi, Kenny, Ivan, Jeffrey.

Initially I was only thinking of browsing through the bikes available around the district. However due to some psycho-ing from my friends and after much persuasion and this and that, I finally got a GT Avalanche 1.0. The uncle said it will not be realised until Tuesday. Holy shiet, I am the first person in Singapore to ride this latest version of bike...

Well special thanks to Toh Chen, Miao Wen, Shu Qi and Cheng Xiang.. really great friends to have.. despite the "suaning" and such, they nevertheless accompanied me to get my new bike without any complains... well don't take things for granted.. I really appreciate that.. thank you guys very so damn much.

"In the midst of having so much fun with my bunch of great friends, you are nevertheless still in my heart.. how I wish you will be part of us, sharing my joy together with you.."


Rambled by kaSh at 7:19 pm


Well kinda addicted to this thing, don't think it will last long though... so writing as much as possible before losing my interest in this time consuming thingy.. What a saturday morning with absolutely nothing to do. Sitting here pondering and reflecting about life... sometimes I really wonder why do we exist? Some said it's evolution. Some said it's God. Some said otherwise. Some said you were picked up from the rubbish bin by your parents.

Life is fragile. You will never know what is going to happen the next moment. So cherish your life. Most of us take things for granted, we do not realise that it so precious to us until we have lose them. Well life is so hectic, who does really take sometime to ponder such small bits and pieces which actually make up the puzzles of our lives...

Sometimes I really wonder, what are the consequences of doing something dangerous? Dangerous may not only mean you jump from a 5 storey flat and survive without a scratch... well it may mean something which you need the courage to do it. Life is full of risks, you may regret after you have done it, but had you not done it, would you regret more?

Love. Something that everyone desires for. The hardest way to love someone is to hold her tightly.. some people really do have that possessive nature, but just because someone doesn't love the way you want them to, it doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.. Sometimes it may feel a little uncomfortable... this and that, but ultimately it is really lucky being loved...

To that special someone:
Maybe I am really possessed by some kind of supernatural being, to tell you the truth I am still as crazy over you. But as we know, we have our priorities, our hopes and dreams... Oh well.. all I want you to be is happy and safe, not shedding a tear for some unneccessary circumstances..
Sometimes I do really seem pressurizing, asking you more questions than you desire.. oh well, frankly speaking, I did that to almost everyone. Well that's because we have that atmosphere around us and I do feel that way too... I am really sorry if I intimidated you through that manner.
Care and concern? Certainly do~ Of course I care for you more usual than others, natural phenomena, but well maybe it doesn't really suit your style.. Oh well.. Just wanna let you know that, although I don't seem to care, I care.

"Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have." I find this quote really interesting, but sometimes it works both ways... love is all about compromising, you give more than you take, and that doesn't only apply in love and relationships, it applies to everyday life, it makes the world a better place..

"If there is one day when everyone around leaves you, don't worry. I will still be there for you, even if you least expect me to, for I will not listen to you cry but to cry with you, for I will not follow you but walk side by side with you, for I will not leave you but to bring you with me.."


Rambled by kaSh at 11:38 am


Friday, August 06, 2004

Cool I had lunch at Cafe Cartel with Lewis and Miao Wen. Cost me about 18 bucks goddamnit friggin expensive.. Well once in a while why not?? Realised that we did not have any money after that so we went home straight.. well it sucks for not having money when you are outside..

Went for drama night in school... wasn't that bad though, but I wasn't really concentrating on what they were talking about, well was in deep thoughts.. haiz... Have been attending concerts in school for the past 3 fridays.. don't really mind the money, just the company... Last friday was guitar night and we had supper after that... kinda cool, bachelor's night out...

I am thinking of getting a new bike soon for my expenditure to Kallang (isn't the first time anymore). Don't really have the money now, just have to save them. I need a bike to cycle. Cycling r0x. Love the distances.

Can't really get myself to study.. I know it's time. I have lots and lots of things inside me, just can't express them out.. maybe I can by using this blog.. haiz...

"When the night comes, I stay up to pray for you when everyone else falls asleep, hoping that you are fine..."


Rambled by kaSh at 11:06 pm


Just created this because I had absolutely nothing to do. Today's the celebration of national day and I wasn't in school, well many of us weren't there so what's the big deal? Bite me~

Eh what is blogging all about can someone please tell me precisely? Is it writing everything that you have encountered on this day? Like oh I woke up, saw my white ceilling and thought I was in heaven so I went back to sleep again until the sky turns dark, and my ceilling became black and I can't see a shiet and I thought I was blind so I went back to sleep again..

Sorry I am a n00b so please enlighten me zzz

Lacking of creativity and that explains the site. I suck at creativity so please give me some time. I know this page is friggin ugly and it hurts your eyes.. It takes time to construct this site so please give me some time thanks.


Why guanyinmah? There's absolutely no link between guanyinmah and me. Well was thinking of some addresses and someone took kash, this that this that and my friend wrote guanyinmah so... why not.. I know it sounds stupid.

Rambled by kaSh at 5:10 pm


Thursday, August 05, 2004

Thurday's school for as usual for me. Dull and boring day. Had a game of two of badminton during the first two periods of my break. Then went for rock climbing for PE ( I suck at rock climbing). Damn, I should have reached the top if it was not for my "giving up easily" attitude. That sucks. Well there is always next week, hope I will not give up that easily the next time round..

Then came chem. I didn't have the time to eat.. just had enough time to bathe.. well rock climbing was fun and thus we sacrificed our break time to climb.. haha anyways I suck at it so let's not talk about it. Went to chem lec. My hands were really tired. The teacher came up to me and asked why was I so tired and I said I had PE earlier on. She didn't seem to believe me. Oh well.. anyways I didn't do anything for chem.. and I know I need to do something. How??

Math? As usual. The lesson sucks. It's not that I hate math, I LOVE math. It's that teacher. I hate his teaching. Goddamn you for ruining my passion for math. You better thank god that there is such compulsory attendence for such tutorials if not I would not be even in your class. Screw you. You suck at teaching math. Admit that and kiss my ass.

GP? Well read read and read. The teacher went through my essay and said that was one of the better essays I have written. I got 27/50. Yeah it sucks but at least it was a little achievement for me. Got motivated by her words, am determined to do better next time. GP here I come!

Initially I was thinking of heading home, but after meeting some of my friends we decided to go for a snack at BK. Went to do something first then went down to meet them. After eating we wanted to play LAN, but we were in our uniforms. So how? we wore the shirt that the school gave it to us. That red shirt... haha it was hilarious when you see a bunch of people coming out from the toilet, transformed in red colours walking to LAN!

Went supper in the night. Found out that my friend had never heard of wed sms-ing, so she tried on it and it worked. Well we thought that it was too early to go home so we cycled to pasir ris park. Goddamnit. I was cycling with free hands because the road was so clear, nothing was in our way. Was sms-ing all along and guess what, I tripped onto a tree root, fell and hurt my thigh, and my bike died.

Thank you Toh Chen, Miao Wen and Shu Qi for bringing me home. I was unable to pedal, so I held their shoulders and they cycled. Tiring for them, relaxing for me.. haha thank you guys once again. Wondering why was I so damn unlucky at that time...

"To me you are so damn special, for I do not mind doing anything. Do not ask if it's worth it, because for you, everything is."


Rambled by kaSh at 12:00 am


 
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