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About Me Name: Alvin Age: 20 School: none Education: none
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Sometimes last minute decisions rocked too. Apparently the day before Rachel called and told me she was organising this mini gathering at her place asking me to gather some of my dudes out there. All of us happened to be free and yeah we got down to her house for a sumptuous meal of pasta, hash brown and well, nuggets. Hey don't worry the food is nice. The cake is nice too. And the pizza. I felt really bloated up after the meal. I realised that I was so so so fat after eating them. That's a sin man. =( My mum asked if I want a iPod video, that latest iPod design and she wanted to get me as a Christmas present. No, I told her I don't want it. I don't want her to waste money on unneccessary stuff like this. I rather get a new phone man. Haha. Anyways thinking of nothing left to satisfy me for my Christmas gift, she decided to get 2 boxes of Rocher for me. I mean yeah chocolates, and those are my all time favourite choco. Although I can get it, well anytime I want, it's the thought that counts you know? Thank you mum! I met Felicia on her way back. Well you cut your hair again, and you look alot more mature, ladylike. Keep on going girl! Have a blessed Christmas to those who are reading. =) Rambled by kaSh at 2:30 am So what's the goddamn problem of accusing me without looking into any facts? Who cares if it is just a simple question? It sounded against me. It was ridiculous. WTH. I get really irritated when someone, for example, comes up and asks me, "you killed that person? You raped her? You flamed her?" WTH. Whatever. Anyways King Kong's a nice show, though a little draggy and stuff, I think it's nice. In the future I won't wanna watch 3 hour long shows on midnight, because it will end at 4am =( Christmas is near soon. This Christmas will never be the same as the previous years, because I don't hope for any presents nor anyone celebrating it with me. So yeah. Because life's greatest gifts are priceless. I am on leave on 22nd, 23rd, 27th, 29th and 30th. Rambled by kaSh at 8:30 pm I need to cut down on my food intake, and get my ass up to exercise. I am fucking fat now. Really fat and wth. Going gym doesnt help if I don't remove those excess fats in my body. I have to run. To endure with the neverending pain, the breathless moments once again. That is when my mind controls my body. My strong willed mind tells me not to give up, even my legs say so. I go through the great ordeal time and again, at last completing a long distance run, feeling so relieve about myself for going through the pain earlier on, and tell myself I've done it. Seriously running long distances is a fun thing to do. But over the past years I have not been running and lazing around and thus I ended up like this: Fat. If I have the choice I rather excersie the whole day (run, badminton training and all that) than to sit down in the classroom studying whole day long. I still have another year and a half to go. By the time I ORD, I'll get my fats down, my fitness up, lead a healthy lifestyle like S.R Nathan and LKY and strive for wealth. That will be my new year resolution. And another thing. Sometimes I feel fucked up. I take things to entertain myself. Things like what sparkling eyes and some eye candy roaming around camp I was so eager to watch them and such. I just feel bored of life. I just wanna have fun like what I did last time. Disturbing people. Don't mind me. If I have some serious jobs to do I won't bother about all these things. Well sparkling eyes really has a nice pair of eyes. The thing is, I couldn't get into contact with her anymore. WTH, I ain't really interested anyways. But well if I DO get into contact with her again, I wouldn't mind another friendship forged. =) Crazy fella. Rambled by kaSh at 12:40 am What's wrong with the world? Is it really that screwed up to such an extent that it has to cause such fucked up mishaps upon my peaceful family? All of a sudden when I heard unpleasent news, it really shocked me, what the hell is going on? I can't help but to feel so helpless now. There is nothing I can do to salvage this problem, only to pray to whatever it is to hope that my uncle is fine... Yeah. My uncle. When I was young I was really mischievious to such an extent that he hated me, gave me sarcastic remarks on me being a barbarian and even threatened to hit me while grabbing my shirt. Finally I grew up. he begin to speak to me nicely, treating me like a mature adult. Every gathering at my grandma's house he will be present with another uncle of mine, exchanging funny conversations which kept the ambience up. He is diagnosed with cancer. WHAT THE FUCK. I mean, ok I ain't that close to him, but to hear someone who I see every other week, cheerful and full of nonsense, really active towards sports and all that, one of my closest relative to be diagnosed with such fucked up shiet disease. What the blinking fuck. When I heard my aunt cried I felt so helpless. I do not know what to do.. Please, may god bless him... please... Rambled by kaSh at 1:03 am The side view of her reminded me of you. I was astonished; I thought you came back to my life again. Later did I realise no, it wasn't true at all. Time and again the acquintence reminded me of you, time and again I did not blink when I take a look at her. Time and again you floated through my mind... The ambience, the place, the designs of everything made me recollect the fun I had a year ago. A year ago, we walked through the beach, we talked through the night... We avoided cats, we were so cold, we walked along the lonely road, side by side... It really hurts to see things which you have great memories left behind, realising that it will not come back ever again, but just to ponder it for the rest of your life.. When I thought back everything I tried to console myself, at least I had such beautiful memories, at least I had tried to spark off something, at least there was something worth remembering... But then again, it was all in vain, I tried to hold my tears time and again by drowning them into a bottle or two of hard liquor, at least they took me off from you temporarily.. You just don't know how much all these memories mean to me. Rambled by kaSh at 10:43 am A year ago the most memorable day of my life occurred. Never will I forget about every single detail of it, for it will always be in my heart, my mind, my soul. A year later I teared for the effects. Emotionally unstabled I was a few months before. Things come and go; time goes forward till eternity. There are some things which we can only cherish them as memories, realising that it will never happen again and walk on with life. The only factor affecting us is are we able to let go of these sweet memories to look for ones which are sweeter, more memorable and more cherishable and worthy for the thought. And scars are not meant to be healed, never will it be the same as the old. You'll always be in my memory lane. Rambled by kaSh at 2:05 am |
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